Night Mare CRS

“For this reason, I am going to try to make these sadly-written-beliefs comprehensible to the world, in a series of art works. It will mean years of study, observation, and analysis. This beauty-sense which has made my life rich, ripe with meaning must be developed. My immediate object, in this life task, is not fame (though fame I most certainly do demand): it is desire to make a world see what I see, a very egotistical sense of ‘guiding’ a stupid child to my way of seeing things. I think men, especially those dried-up moderns, have lost hope because they are blind to beauty, and I hasten to say, to its reward.”

-Beauty as a Lasting Truth

by Jack Kerouac

Even here in 2020 I am not surrendering holy hope, real bona fide hope, NOT mass-marketed political drivel, empty rhetoric. I’m not surrendering holy hope, nope I won’t, not even ‘living’ at the edge of hi-story- in a Twilight Zone ‘reality’ straight out of a Tim Burton film- surrounded by the new mass-hysteria: germ-o-phobia. And its roots are firmly planted in the same psychic soil as the sixteenth and seventeenth century ‘witch hysteria.’ This is madness, people. Please turn off the C-BS News for a moment and consider another, less-panicked/ hysterical interpretation of eve-nts. Pretty please. I do not enjoy having to witness hysteria caused by unconscious, childlike projections, blind belief in officials, experts, corpse-orate, religious and govern-mental authorities. A whole planet of the blind leading the blind, unconsciously falling into a new dark age which spells near-term extinction for humanity and the entire web of life of Mother Earth. Earth will end up looking just like Venus. We are experiencing the atmospheric acceleration of ‘Venus Syndrome’ right here and now and it is being covered-up (literally) with geoengineered, artificial, man-made ‘weather’ every day. It is obvious when you look up at the sky and away from your ‘smartphone’ for just a minute. All day today I witnessed the artificial generation of this current ‘rain event’ we are experiencing. All morning and afternoon aircraft were spraying weather-modification trails which fan out and create artificial cloud-cover, a patented weather-modification process, extremely toxic ‘Solar Radiation Management.’ The owners are giving the people what they want, hiding from them the severity and extent of the collapse of Earth’s life-support systems because the pacified, numbed (desensitized from media-saturation) people simply can’t be bothered. They are too busy watching tv, being amused (and abused) to death. On a brutal cocktail of poisoned air, water and food, not to mention ‘pharmaceutical’ (artificial) drugs. Sickened and doped. Dumbed (dumped) down. Yes, it sucks. But it’s the true true. It doesn’t concern itself with your opinion of (and m-ass-aversion to) it. Sorry. No one likes being the bearer of bad news. Shoot the messenger ’til the cows come home. Call me ‘conspiracy theorist’ lunatic, ‘fringe,’ all you want. I would rather be a heretic at the end of the day, marginalized rather than accepted by the pathetic legions of liars, blind flag-waving, ‘voting,’ ‘sy-stem be-lie-vers,’ robotic fear-based, neurotic, sociopathic and psychotic order followers insisting on going to their graves without ever even once having said or done anything authentic in their entire lives.

Yes, you need to pay to live these days/ daze. But that doesn’t mean you have to sell your soul. Follow the leader blindly and passively all the way to the tomb. I will never stop advocating for beauty in the face of the ugly, the true in the face of the false, life in the face of death, light in the face of darkness. Nor should I. Nor should you. The only way to do this is to cut the tightly tied knot/ bind one is in with ‘society/ associations/ collectives/ masses/ herd$.’ This is done internally by examining how one’s attitudes are not really one’s own; they are implanted by fear-based, collective-opinion-based-association: family and peer-groups, which are autonomous, having a life and hive mind of their/ its own, rendering you indistinct from it. Yoking you to it. Until you distinguish yourself from everyone else you have no chance of finding yourself and then being yourself. You are lost, fused to the hive-mind, colonized (colon-eyes-d/ i’s-d/ id’s), conquered in the global psychic conquest.

CRS = Cash Register Synchronicity = Consumer Recreation Services = The Game = 26 = 8 = H = Hatch = Head = Heave – n – Heaven – in – en – on – In fin 8 – Un fin – is -h -ed – Work – Worm – World – Word – l – el – o – hi -m – All -ah – ha – lol – 101 – En-trance – In-trance – W – Double – You – G- o- d- 7- 15- 4- S-eve-n + f if tee n + f-our

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CRS 03/01/20 + 03/02/20 + 03/03/20 (March 1, 2 & 3, 2020)

3-01-2020

1. 11:47 am: Items 20 – Invoice# 2000 – Total $69.40

2. 11:50 am: Items 42 – Total $142.24 – Invoice# 2002

3. 12:13 pm: Total $113.89 – Invoice# 2016 – State Tax 1 $0.06 – Subtotal $113.83 – Items 37

4. 12:22 pm: Invoice# 2022 – Items 10 – Total $28.40

5. 12:20 pm: Invoice# 2020 – State Tax 1 $1.06 – Items 19 – Subtotal $60.91 – Total $61.97

6. 12:27 pm: Invoice# 2027 – Items 25 – Total $64.05

7. 3:57 pm: Total $15.77

8. 12:38 pm: Total $141.11 – Items 44 – Invoice# 2034 – Subtotal $140.49

9. 3:52 pm: Total $38.52

10. 3:16 pm: State Tax 1 $0.16 – Subtotal $10.06 – Total $10.22

11. 1:30 pm: Items 12 – Total $44.44 – Invoice# 7316 – D, Barry

12. 5:09 pm: Total $30.68 – Invoice# 7068 – Items 12

13. 5:13 pm: Total $100.72 – Invoice# 7070 – Items 43

14. 11:41 am: Total $93.41 – Items 29 – Invoice# 1996 – Subtotal $93.19 – State Tax 1 $0.22

15. 6:40 pm: Items 11 – Total $33.00 – Invoice# 7102 – State Tax 1 $0.31 – Subtotal $32.69

16. 3:11 pm: Items 36 – Total $125.11 – State Tax 1 $1.62 – Subtotal $124.49 – Invoice# 7267

17. 12:05 pm: Invoice# 2008 – Total $229.88 – Items 79 – State Tax 1 $0.37 – Subtotal $229.51

3-02-2020

1. 5:41 pm: Total $14.80 – C., Thomas – Invoice# 8706 – Items 6 – Change $5.20 – Cash $20.00 – 8008

2. 8:57 pm: Invoice# 3333 – Change $0.03 – Items 3 – Total $5.37

3. 7:44 pm: Items 67 – Change $2.67 – Total $157.33 – State Tax 1 $1.01 – Invoice# 7634 – Subtotal $155.32

4. 4:47 pm: Total $44.37 – Invoice# 7696 – Items 13

5. 5:15 pm: Items 15 – Invoice# 7716 – Total $32.25

6. 3:59 pm: Total $2.69 – Invoice# 3185 – Change $0.31 – Cash $3.00

7. 2:29 pm: Change $0.09 – Total $29.91 – Items 9

8. 02:15 pm: Total $12.50 – Invoice# 3128 – Items 8

9. 2:27 pm: Total $44.43 – Items 42 – Invoice# 3133

3-03-2020

1. 7:10 pm: Cash $7.00 – Change $0.07 – Invoice# 7875 – Total $5.71 – State Tax 1 $0.22

2. 3:01 pm: Items 31

3. 5:55 pm: Items 5 – Change $10.55

4. 3:03 pm: Items 13 – Invoice# 7772 – Total $25.87

5. 3:12 pm: Total $75.57 – Items 15 – Invoice# 7775

6. 3:41 pm: Total $41.39 – Items 11 – Invoice# 7789

7. 5:11 pm: Invoice# 7411 – Total $11.56 – Items 4

8. 6:13 pm: Invoice# 3613 – Total $18.95 – Items 5

9. 5:48 pm: Total $84.19 – Invoice# 3599

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